Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I dont know

Overwhelming is all i can say. So many things in my head both good and bad and i dont even have enough time to think about them. I guess that's just how strict my time is. Everyday i'm becoming more and more annoyed, more and more angry. "Hey tunny how are yah?" "heys im fine".....im not. I wish i could tell people, especially her. But i cant, i dont know what tell her, i dont know what to say, i don't even know whats wrong with me. She's happy at the moment and i dont want that to change because of me. All i know is that this feeling is getting worse, i hate it...i hate it soo much.     I hate it how i cant even tell anyone
I hate it how i have to keep pretending i'm fine 
I hate it how no one can help me


I guess i'm going to have to handle this problem alone . . . . . . sigh

Monday, February 8, 2010

Hang in there

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